Flying With A Broken Wing

I feel like I can’t navigate my own life.   Like I’m not self-sufficient. How do I stand on my own two feet and survive in this crazy world?  

 I do not want to wait until the end of my life to

Realize that I have a gift; A gift to share with the world.

I’m flying with a broken wing.

Despair, defeat, fear, and anxiety

These words I have come to know so well.

They have caused me great strife. And it is time for them to go.

I have welcomed them into my sacred place. They have  entered my life with the intentions of

Stealing my joy, making me weak, and

Making me feel unworthy. 

They are like visitors that never want to leave.

So I’m throwing them out and changing the locks on my door. You are not welcomed to come into my sacred place anymore.

 I’m tired of flying with a broken wing.

I look up to the sky, past the hills, and over the mountains.

I take a deep breath in and close my eyes.

I feel a sense of peace come over me.

With a pinch of reality, I fall back down to the ground.

Why am I still flying with a broken wing?

I will break the barrier that is holding me back in my mind.  I will no longer be in a mental imprisonment.

I will break through this limitation.

Now I move forward by activating my faith and anticipating change. I’m yearning for whatever God has next for me.

This is my season of taking charge and taking action. I’m entering the land of prosperity, serenity, and peace.

 I’m changing the way I view myself first before expecting a change with my circumstances.

Father as a teacher, I always try to find the best in my students. Pulling out their strengths, helping them to see possibilities and reach their potential.

But Father, I ask that you do the same for me. You are my Teacher.

Help me to see beyond my circumstances.

Help boost my confidence; pull out my strengths

Replace all fear in me with faith, courage, and confidence.

Elevate me to a higher level. Help me to take steps forward despite my fears.

Energize my spirit with prayer and meditation.

Unclutter my mind.

I am tired of allowing fear to continue to delay what you have for me Lord.

I do not want to continue to fly with a broken wing.

Isaiah 43: 18-19 says, “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; Do you not perceive it?...”

I don’t know what tomorrow brings,

But I know that God always walks with me.

I’m casting all anxiety towards him and keeping my eyes towards the hills

From whence my help comes from.

God told me in a dream to get ready for a new day.

He said my life is going to change and I will never be the same.

He has given me his eyes to see, 

Placed his shield and protection over me.

He has helped me to face my storms with a smile of hope.

God has healed my broken wing!!

Now I am able to soar like an eagle.

He told me this is not the time to slow down and stop. I must keep going. I must keep pushing.

I am getting so much closer to my destiny.

I will become what I believe.

He said, “This journey does not stop, unless you do.”